The 14th June 2020 marks 7 years since you were born and cruelly taken away from us 19 hours later. There is not a day that goes by that I wish I could hold you just one more time.
7 years later I still ask why me , what did I do that was so wrong that you had to be taken away from me. Sometimes i awaken thinking its all been a cruel joke , the nightmares they still happen , guess its the burden we share when we loos a child .
Little things when walking about remind me of you , I hear another child with your name being called and a flood of sadness washes over me , I struggle to catch my breath afterwards and just want to hide away from the worlds. Sometimes I often wonder what sort of child you would of turned out to be , there is so many what ifs , and every milestone your sister hits is a bitter sweet reminder of that.
So here we are 7 years later , sadly me and mummy are no longer together which added to the toll on my mental health further, but we are still good friends and we will always share the bond of you and your sister , Daddy just wishes life would give him a break , I am fed up of been so sad all the time
I love you son